Sad Alexis One Shot

I sat motionless on my bed and flipped through the Twitter messages. They hated me. I haven’t done anything to them but they hated me anyway. They hated me for being his girlfriend. Alexis Sánchez girlfriend. I didn’t want to blame him. It was not his fault. It was my fault. I was not pretty enough, not thin enough, not perfect enough. I was never enough. I turned around and looked at the little box on my nightstand. In slow motion I stood up and walked toward it. I opened the box and grabbed the blade, which I kept in it. While doing this, tears ran down my cheek. I didn’t want to do that, I had already stopped. Alexis knew that I suffer from depression and he always had a bad feeling when he had to leave me alone at home. ”I’m fine.” I told him and tried to smile. And I had almost believed that ‘I am fine’. But in moments like this, my thoughts came back, which almost killed me. I put the blade on to my wrists and stumbled into the bathroom. After a few seconds my left arm was red. Then my thighs, my hips. One single moment and all the old wounds were open again.

Help, I have done it again 

I have been here many times before 

Hurt myself again today 

And, the worst part is there’s no-one else to blame

I felt the cold bathroom floor at my skin. I was lying here, in my own blood. I thought I hadn’t cut deep enough to be in serious danger. But I was numb. If I cut myself again I would not even feel the blade. I couldn’t move. I felt absolutely nothing and it scared me. Again tears began to roll down my cheeks. I couldn’t control it. “Alexis!” I whispered. I cried and cried, repeating his name.

Suddenly I heard someone open the front door. “I’m home, honey.” a voice called out, happy as always. “Babe?” he called again. “Are you at home?” he asked. I whimpered. Alexis heard it and rushed to the bathroom. “Y/N No, please. No, No, No. What happened?” He knelt down beside me, I felt that he was trembling. Then he saw the blade. “Can you hear me?” he whispered, shaking me. “Y/N! Y/N! Y/N! Say something. I love you. I love you so much, I don’t want to lose you.” he cried. I looked at him. My eyes were half open. “I’m here ..” I whispered. “I’m taking you to the hospital now.” said Alexis. “No, not to the hospital, please no ..” I said, looking for his hand. ”I love you.” he muttered. Then he gently lifted me up and carried me into the bedroom. He laid me on the bed, then disappeared once again in the bathroom. He was looking for bandages, I heard him. When he came back, he had his arms full of bandages, his eyes were red and his facial expression anxious. I’d never seen him like this before. He spent the next hour with wrapping my arms and legs in bandages. He was so incredibly careful and gentle, focused only on this one thing. I think he would immediately begin to cry if he looked at me.

When he finished, he stood up and kissed my forehead. Then he lay down beside me and put his strong arms around my body and pulled me to him. He was scared. I felt it.

Be my friend 

Hold me, wrap me up 

Unfold me

I am small 

I’m needy 

Warm me up 

And breathe me

“I destroy you.” I mumbled when I woke up the next morning. I knew he was awake. He had been the whole time. “Every time you have to leave me, I will destroy you a little bit more. We can’t continue like this. You don’t deserve this, Alexis.” I added. “I love you too much.” I closed my eyes so I wouldn’t begin to cry. “Please .. Y/N..” he whispered. “We can’t go on like this..” I said.

Ouch I have lost myself again 

Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found, 

Yeah I think that I might break 

I’ve lost myself again and I feel unsafe

I packed my things. Only the most important ones. I thought it was important to end it now. Alexis stood all the time in the doorway and watched me. A few times he had tried to stop me, but every time he tried I started to cry and to push him away. “I will not hurt you anymore.” I whispered. What happened here? I had begun to believe that I was not good enough for him. I wiped the tears away and zipped up the bag. I took the bag and my jacket and looked at him. He looked terrible. His eyes were still red, he didn’t wanted me to go. “I love you.” he said. “I love you.” I replied. “I will love you forever, Y / N.” he muttered. He raised his hand and gave me a sheet of paper. It was his first love letter for me. On our first date I told him how much I loved handwritten letters. Six months later, he gave me this letter and ended it with Beethoven’s words, from his letter to Antonie Brentano. “Forever yours, forever mine, forever us” I took it and wrapped my arms around his neck. “What happened to us, Alexis? Tell me!” I cried into his shirt. He stroked my back and I stumbled away from him. He didn’t answered me and I knew what he wanted to tell me. “Forever yours.” I said as I opened the door and left his home. Our home. “Forever Mine.” he whispered, as the door was closed and he leaned against the wall, closed his eyes and held back the tears.

Rosell: "Barça always wants the best"

Barcelona president, Sandro Rosell refused to rule out signing Brazilian Neymar and said that the 

club is always willing to bring in talent from outside if it doesn’t already have it at home.

“Barça always wants the best. In addition to those brought up inside the club, we’re always looking for players that could improve the squad. I don’t know in Neymar’s case, he’s a Santos player until 2014”, Rosell told Portuguese TV programme ‘Sic Noticias’ in an interview given during his visit to Israel and broadcast today.

In an in-depth interview, Rosell revealed the key to the club’s success, talked about the rivalry with Real Madrid and expressed a wish that the team’s most famous home-grown players, like Leo Messi and Víctor Valdés, end their sporting careers at the Camp Nou.

“Actions speak louder than words”, Rosell argued, endorsing the policy that “players who started their careers here should retire here”, mentioning Xavi Hernández, Andrés Iniesta and Carles Puyol, amongst others.

Although the squad includes a number of superstars, Rosell believes it’s “very easy” to be club president because the likes of Messi “are even better people than they are players”.

Although he accepts that his opinion is biased, the 48-year-old president believes that this Barcelona is “the best team ever”.

“They say that everything moves in three-year cycles. We’ve had four great years and we’ll see how the fifth one turns out, but it’s looking good. This team has already broken the three-year rule”, he stated. Rosell said that “there will eventually be a dip”, but the club’s objective will be to ensure that it’s “short-lived and isn’t too major”.

Milan and Barcelona at the top of revenge today

Milan seeks to avenge Barcelona and Catalan off the train quickly token, when the two sides meet today at the Stade "Giuseppe Meazza" in Milan in the first leg of the first knockout round of the Champions League.
The tour itself experiencing today (20-2-2013 meeting of a special type of Ivorian striker Didier Drogba, who is due to participate in the Champions League by Galatasaray shirt, where the player wearing robe and his Turkish team challenge for the guest team Schalke.
And watching football fans all over the world the dramatic confrontation between the Italian and Spanish giants in Milan, which combines two reaped the championship title 11 times earlier, where Barcelona crowned the title four times against seven previous titles to Milan.
The match tough test for both teams especially Milan, who seeks to avenge the Barcelona surpasses it in two consecutive encounters the same tournament last season.
And Milan had already snatched a valuable draw 2/2 with Barcelona in their own home back and then lost it 2/3 in Milan forth within the group stage of the tournament last season.
The two teams met again in the quarter-finals of the tournament negative فتعادلا in Milan and then Barcelona won 3/1 on the home trip.
Therefore, a confrontation between them this season an opportunity to confirm the superiority for Barcelona and a chance for revenge for Milan.

Chafee recovery

And reassured Barcelona veteran midfielder Xavi Hernandez playmaker who has recovered from a muscle strain injury in the right leg, and make sure traveling with the team today to Milan while to make sure the absence of fellow striker David Villa, who suffered a heart pain in the kidneys during the past week.
Both players missed the team in the match where he beat Barcelona Granada 2/1 on Saturday in the Spanish league.
Also continues the absence of coach Tito Vilanova seats coaching staff for Barcelona in this match due to his presence in New York to complete the journey therapy after surgery conducted by about two months ago to remove a cancerous tumor.

The absence of Balotelli

In contrast, lacks Milan young striker Mario Balotelli, who became the password in the last team wins Serie A and scored four goals for the team in three Serie A games since he joined at the end of January (January) last coming from Manchester City.
Balotelli can not participate with the team in the tournament due to his involvement with Manchester City in the same tournament this season.
He hopes Milan in recovering Stefan Hubert striker young team and top scorer with 15 goals in Serie A and two in the Champions League, where he suffered a player from injury in the past and missed the team games recently, but it may be ready to participate in today's game.

A.C. Milan vs. FC Barcelona

A.C. Milan Squad

Goalkeepers: Abbiati, Amelia, Gabriel

Defenders: Abate, De Sciglio, Mexes, Yepes, Zapata

Midfielders: Ambrosini, Montolivo, Boateng, Constant, Muntari, Cristante, Traorè

Strikers: El Shaarawy, Niang, Bojan, Pazzini

Dropped Players: Marco Amelia (birth of daughter), Mathieu Flamini (left thigh), Antonio Nocerino (hamstring)

F.C. Bercelona Squad

Valdés, Pinto, Oier

Alves, Piqué, Fàbregas, Puyol, Montoya, Bartra

Xavi, Iniesta, Thiago, Mascherano, Sergio, Jordi Alba, Song

Alexis, Messi, Pedro, and Tello

Dropped: David Villa (renal colic), Adriano (right hamstring)

       

A.C. Milan’s Champions League match against Barcelona at the San Siro tomorrow (20/2/13) is now SOLD OUT.

Stats About A.C. Milan and F.C. Barcelona…

A.C. Milan:

The Rossoneri have scored a total of 399 goals in the European Cup.

At just 19 years and 342 days, Stephan El Shaarawy became the youngest ever player to score in the UEFA Champions League when he scored against Zenit in game two.

El Shaarawy has scored a total of 22 goals in 37 games in all competitions this season. 

El Shaarawy scored his first goal for Italy in just his third cap for his country. Italy lost their friendly with France by 2-1. 

F.C. Barcelona:

Barcelona haven’t lost against Milan for 7 games. The last defeat came on October 20th 2004 in the Group stages of the competition. 1-0 with a goal from Shevchenko. Massimo Ambrosini was playing in that match as were Valdés, Puyol, Xavi and Iniesta.

Barcelona have won 8 of their last 11 away fixtures in the UEFA Champions League. This season they beat Benfica and Spartak Moscow away from home.

Overall Barcelona have 6 wins against Italian sides away from home, 7 draws and 5 defeats.

Abidal back this weekend

Sport believe today that Eric Abidal will likely be declared fit for first team selection at Barcelona as soon as this weekend.

The Frenchman has been back in training in recent months after being given the all clear to resume his playing career following a liver transplant underwent last April.

Catalan-based publication Sport are running the line that his recovery is almost complete and that he could be discharged by the club’s medical team this week.

That, it is believed, would free him up for first-team selection in time for the Saturday night visit to the Camp Nou of Sevilla.

Abidal has not played for Barcelona since February 2012, whilst his last professional appearance to date was for France against Germany at the end of that month.

Five reasons to support the success of Zidane as coach

Returned legend Zinedine Zidane for Royal Club as youth team coach in a move that has raised enthusiasm of all royal fans and hope to see Zidane royal coach in the future.

In this short report we review five reasons to support the success of Zidane as a coach.

1 - very large experience in football stadiums and the diversity of thought spherical gained by turning professional at the highest levels with Juventus, Real Madrid and the big championships with the French team.

2 - his strong personality and would be a major supporter of strict in imposing his personality on any team coached.

3 - excellent relationship with the Department of Real Madrid and the club's fans will give him space to shine, even if sometimes failed.

4 - Zidane has great leadership talent and this is what we saw inside the stadiums and convey them to him as a coach.

5 - enough to have Zidane trainer to give more of your energy as a player and this is what will facilitate the task of Zinedine and his brilliance as a coach.

ABC: Falcao riyal deal only in summer

Abounded names linked to leave the ranks of Real Madrid in the summer in order to strengthen President Almadrida victory Florentino Perez in the elections.

The network ABC reported that the riyal has been associated with both Gareth Pal and Cavani and Falcao, Silva and Aguero and Neymar next re Carvkhal in summer.

And confirmed journalist Jose Manuel Cuellar news the Spanish ABC radio:

Mourinho will not include only one name only great in the summer because the amounts requested in other names very, very large.

And completed Cuellar:

 Name the closest to join in the summer is the Colombian Radomal Falcao is the preferred option on the table Perez.

62% of the public wants Riyal Kaka similar fate probably awaits

AS newspaper conducted a referendum to the public the club about the possibility of post Kaka similar fate probably awaits in crucial games against Manchester United at Old Trafford and in an interview Camp Nou Stadium Cup against Barcelona.

And 62% of the student audience riyal Mourinho rely on talented Brazilian mainly not to provide the level of Featured games against Sevilla and Rayo league Vikano.

While 32% student not to rely on Kaka and he does not deserve fundamental Center in variety balanco.

The club will play against Barcelona on Tuesday, February 26 after a 1-1 draw at the Bernabeu in the cup.

Xavi and Villa will be in Milan

Xavi Hernández and David Villa didn't make the trip to Granada this Saturday, but barring any last-minute setbacks, they should be fit enough to play in next Wednesday's Champions League match in Milan.
They, along with Eric Abidal, whose recovery continues, and Dos Santos, who has just recovered from an injury, are the only unfit Barça players during this weekend's league programme.

On Friday David Villa got the all-clear from the hospital after getting over an attack of renal colic which has left him out of action for the entire week. He went into hospital in Barcelona on Monday and was discharged on Wednesday, but on Thursday he had to go back to hospital as the discomfort had not stopped. But yesterday's OK is definitive, and Villa, after leaving the hospital, was in the gym at the Ciudad Deportiva in Sant Joan Despí. As long as there are no setbacks, Villa has time to recover completely and will travel to Milan on Tuesday with the rest of the team.
Another player who could reappear in the Champions League game is Xavi, who on Friday trained with the rest of the team for the first time since his injury and was perfectly fine for almost all the session. As with Villa, the important thing for him is that there is still time, and Roura has hinted that if Xavi is fit enough, he might well make his comeback at San Siro: "this short period out of action is not going to affect him . He is a player with a lot of experience, and has an instinctive and automatic knowledge of the team's moves ".

GRANADA VS BARCELONA :- MATCH REPORT

Granada go 1 goal up, through Ighalo in the 26th minute, but then Barcelona level through Messi in the 

50th, and then Messi strikes again in the 73rd to give Barcelona 65 points, and put them 15 points ahead of Athletico Madrid in second

Granada vs. Barcelona: Key Battles to Watch

Granada will play host to league-leading Barcelona Saturday afternoon in what will be a highly exciting matchup.
For Barcelona, ​​the La Liga season has been one to be very proud of. But for the Granada-based club, the season has certainly been a disappointment.
Yet, playing on the road could be difficult for Barcelona. Granada will look to win big against the Catalans after recently triumphing against Real Madrid.
If Granada is able to pull off a victory, it would be a big shock to both clubs. But the game will definitely come down to some tough matchups on the pitch. In this article we will take a look at the key battles every fan should watch.

Juve to bid for Villa – report

Juventus could try to lure David Villa away from Barcelona in the summer, according to reports.
Il Sussidiario have claimed that Bianconeri will make a € 15m bid for the Spain international, despite having already signed Fernando Llorente from Athletic Bilbao.
Villa has been linked with a move away from Camp Nou after finding himself on the fringes of Tito Vilanova's team this season.
Arsenal are the favourites to land the Blaugrana man, but the website have revealed that Antonio Conte's men will try and bid for the 31-year-old.
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Tottenham king of the second half Premier League

In terms of numbers, recording 738 goals Premier League until the end of the twenty-sixth round of the competition, including 417 goals scored second-half or more than half.

And if they've listed the order of the English team which recorded more second-half goals, we find that the Spurs scored 32 goals second-half of the total record to this day, an increase of 73 percent of the total number of goals, this can be Nlqubh as king of the second half.

After Tottenham comes Graeme Manchester City, United and City respectively and then Arsenal and Chelsea.

Sergio Ramos the best player Barcelona

Said former Barcelona player Ricardo Serna that the club is in dire need for a defender, he suffers in this position a long time ago, and now it has become a much greater need in the event of retired Lionheart Carles Puyol playing and calling it a very intelligent person.

Serna said he is not easy to find a defender in line with play Barcelona, said that he believed that defender Sergio Ramos of Real Madrid is the right person to Barcelona.

He attributed his choice of player Sergio Ramos, he has great experience, and learn how to get the ball but he now has a contract with Real Madrid and it will be difficult to get it, but for him is the best option.

He pointed out that Pique will need accompanied by the first line of defense in case of injury Puyol and midfielder Song and not a defender.

Messi is better than Cristiano .. Know the reasons for this

Cristiano Ronaldo was the most dangerous star on the field in the last match the riyal against Manchester United in the Champions League, as he scored his team's only goal in the meeting, and the brilliance of Cristiano in this game again reopened the debate about the best Cristiano or Messi .. ? .. But I'll show you in this article five reasons why Messi is better than Cristiano.
First: Golden Globes four owned by Macy's, while Cristiano does not have the only football one gold, gymnast Argentine is the first player to win the Golden Ball for the four consecutive, this award اتمنح only player the best and only McCann obtained Messi four times, the be number 1 in the world for four consecutive years is not easy, and this is the first reason why Messi is better than Cristiano.
Second: nature and flexibility advantage of Messi, he is a player marvel, can be resolved by the game at any time, I remember that in one of the league matches in the past against Sevilla scored late in the game and quickly, Ronaldo has high fitness, But Messi is a natural talent, some experts believe that it is possible to make a player like Cristiano through strength training, but it is impossible clone a player like Messi, because attributes Messi was awarded to him since his birth has not acquired, it is possible to be like Ronaldo, but it is impossible to be like Messi.
Third: to participate in the team more, Ronaldo in Madrid much Maicon player individually and waiting to score goals, while Messi collectively help in playing not just waiting to score goals, it makes balls crucial to his colleagues and sometimes find it participates in the defense, he is more involved with the team from Cristiano, This is clear from that Iniesta and Xavi Ahassanan Liu, both improves it.
Fourth: the practical application of a stunning, natural to see Messi dribbled past players, Valmraogh something unusual when Messi, but Cristiano just trying to outdo his marker and traffic from it, both play for scoring goals and win, but there is a difference, Femisa not thinking so much and Cristiano tries payment Always, more effective and Leo private Mavaúdh many shots if you are not useful.
Fifth: humility and personal and this Mitzm by Messi, while Cristiano says to himself that he is rich and good football player and handsome, and when, scoring tries to show muscles leg as if people Sthsdh them and that this evidence superiority, but Messi stark contrast, is modest and not arrogant or arrogant, Vkristaano cares much his body so it is a strong player, but Messi artist.

Barca 6-1 Getafe

Lionel Messi scored his 299th goal for Barcelona FC and La Blaugrana rolled to a 6-1 victory over Getafe in Sunday’s fixture at Camp Nou.
There was little doubt from the start who the superior team was on the pitch, and Barca left little doubt throughout. After one half, the hosts dominated with a 2-0 advantage and led with a 76 percent possession mark.
Andres Iniesta set up two first-half goals for Barcelona, including a beautifully placed pass that found Alexis Sanchez breaking behind a defender. Sanchez paused momentarily, but only for a moment, before placing a beautiful touch shot past the goalkeeper to put Barca ahead in just the sixth minute of action.
The assault didn’t subside from the hosting Catalan giants. Seven minutes (13’) later, Iniesta was at it again, this time setting up living legend Lionel Messi for his 35th goal of the season.
Barca kept the attack on throughout the first half but was unable to find the net after multiple attempts.
he second half, as expected, was much of the same for these two clubs.
Barcelona added its third goal in the 58th minute after a beautiful entry pass from Jordi Alba found David Villa behind the Getafe back line. Villa did the rest, leaving a quick touch shot wide of the keeper and into the back of the net.
The club added another with a 78th-minute goal by Cristian Tello on an assist from Messi.
Barca got a little lazy in the waning moments of the action and allowed a deep pass through its back line. That pass set up reserve man Alvaro Vazquez for an easy score after he beat Victor Valdes in the box to his left.
Just when the visitors thought they were leaving Camp Nou with a 4-1 defeat, Iniesta swooped in and netted the club’s fifth score off of a deflection of a Messi attack. They weren’t done there, though, and added a sixth moments later in the closing minute of the action.

Getafe Barcelona win 6-1

FC Barcelona triumphed nets at home to Getafe (6-1) Sunday afternoon at the "Camp Nou" within the twenty-third round of the Spanish league football.

Provide Blaugrana an early lead through striker Chilean Alexis Sanchez in 6 minutes after a brilliant pass from midfielder Anders Iniesta, and followed the second goal scorer Lionel Messi is that he received the ball from Alcantar in 13 minutes to lift the first tally of goals to 35 goals in the top scorers , to end the first half with two goals to nothing.

In the second half Barca yields scoring this time through striker David Villa on 58 minutes after a pass and relevance of left back Khodre Alba placed first his left into the net, and when 79 minutes added Alternative Christian Thilo fourth goal shot neat lived on the left of goalkeeper, and in the final minutes of the match reduced Alvaro Vaksys result by scoring the first goal in the 83rd minute after a fatal error from Alba. In the final minute Andres Iniesta scored the fifth goal in the 89th minute and in the second minute of injury time to seal defender Gerard Pique result scoring the sixth goal 92, to end the meeting Catalan club win six goals against a single goal.

The win boosted the Catalan club his lead in the overall standings at the point 62, stuck Getafe in twelfth place at the point 29.

Milan draw against Cagliari

Milan draw against Cagliari dominated positive tie between the host club AC Milan and Cagliari (1-1) Sunday afternoon at the "St. Elijah" within the twenty-fourth round of the league of Italian football.

Saw the first half controlled minor Cagliari and missed Abarbo opportunity to register after Musbandnh for the guard, but his ball Aalt goal in the final minute of Omar first half returned Colombian striker Victor Abarbo but this time to score the first goal for his team through vertical beautiful inhabited the right of goalkeeper Abbiati 45.

In the second half, Milan was able to tie by Mario Balotelli from the pen drive on the track Cagliari defender David Astori in the 82nd minute and this is the third goal for Mario fought through two games with the Rossoneri. Meeting ends in a draw positive goal for each team.

The draw lifted Milan score to point 41 in the fourth while shouting Cagliari balance at the point in the sixth century.

Manchester United beat Everton and singing alone the first position

Manchester United managed to win over his club Everton 2-0 in the twenty-sixth round of the Premier League football.

Club Red Devils opened the registry by veteran Ryan Giggs in the 13th minute of the course of the first half, and before the end of the first half with a minute enable Dutch striker Robin van Persie to score the second goal for United to singing alone in the lead.

In comparison, the balance of Manchester United to the point 65 in the first place, while Everton stuck at point 42 in sixth place.

Ronaldo plays against Sevilla forget what happened in Granada

Aitor confirmed Karinca assistant coach for Real Madrid that involve Cristiano Ronaldo in the game today was to erase any doubt within the team after a goal scored against his own net in front of Granada last week.

Ronaldo scored three goals in Sevilla's goal after a difficult week on the Portuguese star after the award winning Granada in the last round match to his head at the Royal team's goal.

Karinca said in remarks to the newspaper Marca: the presence of Cristiano important for the fans, and the general team at this stage of the season, and we want to remove any negative impact after Granada game, but after he became the winner soon preferred rested to meet Wednesday.

And find Real Madrid Man Chester United at the Santiago Bernabeu stadium next Wednesday evening and is what has made ​​Mourinho replaced Ronaldo in the 63rd minute of the match after scoring three goals.

Barça audience confirms: Casillas goal Roussel

Occur Barcelona president Sandro Rosell for a player in Real Madrid wishes in Barcelona for years.

And the name of this player conducted Catalan newspaper El Mundo Deportivo referendum result was:

Iker Casillas 46%

Mesut Ozil 20%

Sergio Ramos 11%


As quoted by El Mundo Deportivo results of a referendum the Catalan newspaper Sport:

Iker Casillas 50%

Sergio Ramos 14%

Mesut Ozil 12%

While Rial audience see that German Mesut Ozil is the goal of Sandro Rosell and was the result of a referendum Marca:

Mesut Ozil 33.9%

Iker Casillas 31.6%

Sergio Ramos 13.4%

Messi extends contract through 2018

Mario Balotelli scored twice in his first appearance with AC Milan

Mario Balotelli scored twice in his first appearance with AC Milan to lead his new team to a 2-1 win over Udinese.

Milan and raise the tally to 40 points in fourth place ahead of city rivals Inter Milan on goal, who lost 3-1 to lowly Siena.

And away Milan, three points behind third-placed Lazio, who lost by three goals to two in front of Genoa.

Champions Juventus remained in the lead, three points ahead of second-placed Napoli after winning 2-1 at Chievo thanks to two goals in the first half of Alessandro Matri and Stefan to Echtnsteinr.

And Naples Best-point lead over Lazio after beating Catania goals without charge.